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Prompts:   What makes you sad?

The reason I write this is to make sure that somehow I can leave the traces of my mind about my surrounding. This writing is not wise nor good but at least if somehow in the future I cannot speak anymore, I’ve already put my mind on this blog.

I realize that the way I act or the way I think is not “normal”. I usually say a lot of weird stuff and my mind goes everywhere. Trust me, I have tried to change that but maybe God thinks it will be better for me this way. I think it is okay for me to be myself and I should live the best out of my life. That is why I do not like conflict or people who get angry easily because I believe those temper will lead you to something that you will regret soon or later. It doesn’t mean I condemn you who get angry, I still believe you have your own decision and it is up to you.

What I want to say is, it usually become very hard for me the moment someone aggressively blames me for not joining his/her angry moment or because I do not want to take a side. It doesn’t mean that I do not care or I have cold hearts. I care and that is why I do not want you to fall too deep. That is why being patient is the only thing I can propose to protect you. I hope you will understand :)

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