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I Always Do...

PROMPT:: Making experience-based short stories


Hi Axel,
It’s been a while since we’ve met. I remember exactly 16 years ago when you stepped into me. You were so small and whiney. I witnessed your first day of school, fourteen birthdays, your first driving lesson (it left a scar on my wall, you asshole). You’re always there. In the front-right corner of me. God knows what you’re doing there. Lollygagging? Studying? Listening to G-Friend songs on repeat?
It’s been two years since we’ve met. I miss seeing you trying to park that stupid little blue car in me. I miss you complaining about me being old and haunted or my cracked tiles or even my leaked pipes. But you really had to go, didn’t you? I wish I could blame your parents divorce so you had to leave me. I wish I could blame your ungratefull ass and your high standard of a house. But we have one thing in common. We always blame ourselves for whatever reason. It has to be because of my dilapitated paint. It has to be because I’m old. I’m no longer wanted. I have no remaining capability to shelter you.
That “for rent” sign has been hanging for a while now. I guess sooner or later I would get some people to live in me. That, or house destruction. But I'm begging you, I just want to see you one more time. Rant about me. Hit me again with your car. Let me know that you still remember me, for better or for worse. Because I do. I always do.

WC:: 260
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